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Drops of Dew & Mourning

by thejudasobscure

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1.
Dew 04:08
I remember fourteen and floating In my room Your voice like water Under my bed and through my head And I knew that I could love you I remember sixteen and setting course Drifting on sadness and dripping like a sieve Your every note stopped the holes in my heart And I knew that I would love you Miss Blue, you’ve gone missing Miss Blue I remember daydreams and sinking Into your depths A voyage over blue waves And still I hold my clumsy breath Would that I could have loved you Miss Blue, you’ve gone missing Miss Blue, and I’m missing you And I’m missing you
2.
Mayfly, into the world you wake A spark of stray heartache Little child, mind wide and wild This garden is yours to make Your mark for everyone to see A humble prodigy Green-eyed, sister cyanide It’s you they all envy In melody’s humming womb Your sacred heart can bloom These four strings are the key To loosen this gravity Blonde and thin, wrapped in pale skin And all the boys want in Fools and thieves, desperate to believe An angel versed in sin Your kin are rooted to this ground This town has bottomed out From above, they rain on you with love But their hands still hold you down Love this place as you may In Eden, only shadows play Four strings will set you free Shrug off this gravity What lies beyond the state lines? A fiction or a star sign? You’ll never know unless you cut your roots and run A restlessness you just can’t shake Clinging to an unknown fate Follow it across the sea And shatter this gravity Cut your roots and run
3.
4.
The prodigal daughter is missing no more But lost as ever still Stranded on the sidewalk, in this city by the water If neither coast will call you home Then bend them to your will With bloodstains on the asphalt These streets are yours to wander Embrace, and carve your world anew She is everything, everything to you Chicago holds you close, an echo of your blue This is everything, is everything Line your eyes with the colors of autumn Beneath the hazy streetlights, you’ve found your kindred souls Brothers in your cause Sneaking out the window, eloping with your lover She’s more than just an instrument Her strings beat like a heart Her whispers reassure you These streets are yours to conquer Embrace, and carve your world anew She is everything, everything to you Chicago holds you close, an echo of your blue This is everything, is everything Line your eyes with the colors of autumn Embrace, and carve your world anew She is everything, everything to you Chicago’s just the start, it all belongs to you This is everything, is everything Line your eyes with the colors of autumn
5.
All eyes cast upward To catch a glimpse of you The immaculate heroine of rock Like a bottlerocket glissando Across a summer evening You shimmer in the night sky As we stare in awe As I stare in awe This is everything you wanted To be, this life is more than a daydream A daydream, a daydream She is everything you wanted To see, to breathe, and abandon your gravity You’ll never stumble again This is everything you wanted To be, this life is more than a daydream A daydream, a daydream She is everything you wanted To see, to breathe, and abandon your gravity The fruit of a golden tree A taste that you so desperately need Sweet like the winds of June You could stay here forever
6.
Apostrophe 05:12
In repose like royalty The word bends a knee To swear you fealty In repose like royalty The world bends a knee To swear you fealty Cup the universe to your lips Savored like a lover's kiss Nothing will ever taste so sweet as this
7.
The Serpent 04:50
It’s cold in here Don’t you agree? A listless fear Coils around your ear The world slithers by Like a promise through your fingers And your voice is lost Buried in a quiet cough In a little white box The mad shadow has shed its skin While your own grows paper thin And nothing is sacred, not even your heart No, nothing is sacred, not even your heart If the taste of your blood Will keep you here You’ll keep biting your tongue In silent prayer, silent prayer
8.
Your cheeks are stained from all this crying Your voice is gone, there’s no use lying Friends all fell away, some into graves Their phantoms trapped inside the airwaves It’s all falling to pieces One of your brothers collapsed in shame You and the others crossed out his name A little needle shot up with sin You stand up straight like you’re better than him You’re all falling to pieces, falling to pieces Daydream daughter, where are you going With all this sadness weighing you down? Pain haunts you like a dirty spirit (can you hear me?) In the early mornings you can almost hear it (can you hear me?) Spin the rumor, you’ve lost your way (can you hear me?) Just a little hit to hold it at bay You’re falling all to pieces, falling to pieces Daydream daughter, where are you going With all this sadness weighing you down? There is no gravity here But still your shoulders are bowed It’s all falling to pieces You’re all falling to pieces Daydream daughter, where are you going With all this sadness weighing you down? There is no gravity here But still your shoulders are bowed Way at the top of everything Do you feel so very small? With dangling legs over the edge Do you feel anything at all?
9.
It’s getting colder, you’re feeling frail Your fingers start to fail You cannot hold her, your battered bass Mascara stains your face The world wavers before your eyes Silhouettes in empty skies The taste you savored, now soured and sucked And you know everything is fucked And he ones that need you Will be the ones to bleed you Sitting pretty upon a barren throne Together apart, together alone They said they loved you, those little liars Voices wrapped in barbed wire Now they’re above you, lighting a fire Building your funeral pyre And the ones that carried you Will be the ones to bury you In defamation And assassination All eyes cast downward at you Who will cast the first stone? And the ones that carried you Will be the ones to bury you In desecration Annihilation Sitting pretty upon a barren throne Together apart, together alone Four fragments, once a single stone It’s all coming apart, and now you’re alone
10.
Cut out your tongue and hold it up For everyone to see No more a marionette And never a trophy Hypocrites one and all Bound to a vision It was everything, but Not yours Oh! how those ropes burned As they lashed you to a post Flames biting your namesake Traitors kissed you on the cheek And hissed in your ear A graceful stab is all it takes To cut away the years Can you hear me? Traitors kissed you on the cheek And hissed in your ear A graceful stab is all it takes To cut away the years Blind the eyes (my eyes) that gazed In wonder and simple love They’ll never (I’ll never) see you again
11.
Change of heart, change the song You’ve been walking for so damn long Aimless roads, teem with ghosts You’ve been walking a lonesome coast White lines bend your spine Chase the habits that thieve your mind Eden scarred, narcotic arms Chase your habits and all their harm There’s nothing at the end of your famous road A quiet nothing at the end Wrists are raw from broken laws A faded image of every flaw Crack cocaine and pleading veins Feed the image that stole your name There’s nothing at the end of your famous road A quiet nothing at the end Winter’s end cannot mend Wander on your exhausted wend Pale as shade, oh, how you’ve strayed Wander back where you were made There’s nothing at the end of your famous road A quiet nothing at the end Grieving clouds crowd together and dampen the sun- Light. The road stretches Behind you like a faded reel Of film, and your soles are worn raw. There was a pain, but not anymore. Twelve years of steps, now just Yellowing polaroids, scattered Fragments of a dream. The faces Begin to blur, The names, dates, places— Stains of black On white. There was a lesson, but not anymore. You touch Each memory with a callused Finger, and the images waver, Ghosts under a glossy surface. Only you remain, A dusty portrait in a poorly lit Corner. There was a purpose, but not anymore. Change of heart, change the song You’ve gone missing and they’ve moved on
12.
Eden is overrun with weeds Friends have scattered like dandelion seeds You’ve gone and buried all your deeds In the rural plains of obscurity A stablehand in plain dress The fables hint at mugshots and arrests You keep your secrets near your breast A fugitive and recluse at your best Gravity never lets go No, no, and I know This time You’re missing for good Your bass leans in a corner A harmless relic and listless daughter There’s no one left but me to mourn her And sometimes you, her guilty coroner Gravity never lets go No, no, and I know This time You’re missing for good Do you get dizzy under all those stars? Do they ever wonder who you are? You left a hole in their evening sky The same hole I see in mine Gravity never lets go No, no, and I know This time You’re missing for good
13.
Miss Blue 04:36
Miss Blue, forever missing I’m forever missing you A stranger you’ll remain Lost in Midwest wilderness Still I wander this old garden Beneath a drowsy moon Loving what you loved I hear your voice across a decade In every ringing note Like a fever dream I taste your sacred heart Miss Blue We’ve forgiven all your wrongs But all you left were songs To the world, to me Miss Blue Wherever you may be Your little legacies They are everything to me They are everything to me
14.
Mourning 02:33
it's not perfect but it's mine

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released March 30, 2018

The Judas Obscure is:
Woody – bass, vox, programming, percussion, guitar, noise.

Recorded, mixed, mastered at supernothing studios in Oxford CT, 2016 and 2017. All music written & performed by The Judas Obscure. Artwork & layout generously provided by Deanna Burke - deannaburkeart.com.

SPECIAL THANKS to Ivette, the Borowy family, Deanna Burke, Hiss the Villain, Jesse, Chief, Bilal, Peter, the NTP boys (Rich, Pat, Bren, Ribcage Andy & Shoes), the many local artists and venues that continue to make this endeavor worthwhile, and especially you, for giving this a shot.

© The Judas Obscure, 2018
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"The Beast of Brass City" - one-piece screamo/noisecore. 100% of music/merch proceeds go to CT Bail Fund.

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